How arduously tortuous it is at times to pass through different phases of life routinely in a way has all along been a question mark related to all the live beings with particular reference to humans. I claim I am the monarch of my own life with capability to lead it the way it suits me. I can direct my own moves and I can release the relative commands to be adhered to by the different physical faculties I possess. Not that simple. Intrusions are there and so are the onslaughts confronting me with hurdles and handicaps to lead the chariot of my life the way I want it to happen. There are unforeseen factors abruptly jumping your way obstructing the very scheme of things in your mind. I thought I have some amount of will power at my command but it fails me very often compelling my faculties to succumb to the unforeseen. I am a chronic patient of back ache right from my younger days and it erupts off and on jeopardising my spirits to combat the resultant incapacitation. My routine schedule of 6 km a day walk had to be stopped at a stage and that caused me a lot of frustration and also the loss of the very form I had. I just overcame it by opting for same amount of walking on the terrace of my house wide enough for the purpose feeling proud of beating the handicap of my inability to go to some park at a distance. My ego of pride didn’t last much as all of a sudden I developed severe pain with swelling on my finger toes in the left leg altogether crippling my revised schedule too, a problem I never had in the past and here I have but to reconcile with no walking at all. My efforts failed, my ego flopped with any movements with rigour dropped. Alternatives have a limitation and there comes a stage in one’s life where the person concerned has to only take a chance with time clinging to a hope that the problem may disappear the way it appeared and it is never necessary that one can surmount all kinds of the problems physical or otherwise. The destiny factor that controls every thing in the Universe is great. Sheer optimism and will power are just secondary.